MICA BLOGGISTA! October 5, 2009
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Blogging has been a sensational innovation in the cyber community.
It paved way to open different doors and windows that publicizes one person in different corners in the cyberworld.
One way, one method that lit up the cyber-spotlight to this Dagupeña dreamer. Such Online journals that this girl creates exemplifies things that you thought impossible.
I am making this entry as my comeback in the blogging community. A comeback that provides a motivation to share to the world my views and thoughts happening to my (our) everyday life!
I still clearly recall the things Ive asked to Myx on how to create a simple yet perfect blog that could initiate a reader to read more. (Mica told me its just some of her personal random thoughts that she’d like to share to anyone who can read her journals…) But little did she know, that she has the skills that could entice a reader to read more. I admire her creative writing skills that makes her so “mabenta” (LOL!), Because she really is. And you can see it her works…
While flipping through links and status that my friends in Facebook posted for the day (10-5-09), I saw this entry about the Philippine Blog Awards and thought of letting you know this girl-now-turned-woman 
…
To the people in-charge of PBA, I’m voting for MICAMYX! A truely Dagupena Dreamer!
(Dedicating this entry to MicaMyx!)
God bless to all readers
“People of the world, SPICE UP YOUR LIFE…”
DAHIL SA MGA TAONG NAKILALA KO! September 23, 2008
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My first few weeks here in Manila were a bit typical and type-casted to what is expected to be felt by a promdi boy. There are certain moments where I say ” I miss my home, I miss the fresh air i breathe each time I wake up…”, but things needed to change, and I forced myself to change and adjust. It’s hard at first, but I got the hang of it. But kidding aside doing this particular transition is hell, its hard but I told myself I need to this so that I could reach my goals somehow in one way or another. … In which I did 
I went here in Manila to find a certain “truth”, I want to actually see if I could excel in a different field. “Ang hirap pala!” That is when I realized one truth about what is happening in our country. I applied here and I applied there, any company where my JOBSTREET application tells me so. “Ang hirap ng buhay, sa hirap ng buhay, makikipagsabakan para sa isang position”…. There’s the fear coming to a point that you want to give up and quit, losing your balance standing still thinking whether you’ll be able to do this or not. But i still gave it a shot no matter what other people can or might say about my decision, my way of thinking.
For how many days and weeks have passed, one company called me up and told me to give them a shot (which I did), and they gave me a chance to prove my worth, my capabilities to do what is bounded for that said position. I got scared, I didnt know where to turn to. But along the way, I was able to meet new friends and see new faces in a newfound environment, a new found field. But there was a point in that time that something is telling me to step back that this is not a “calling” but someone in that new found faces that Ive met said something about “TRUSTING IN HIM”. I wasnt able to thank this person yet (i’ll just make a reminder for this one!)
Now, “nasa floor na kami”, and the only thing that is keeping us together is the bond and friendship that we’ve made since the very first day we saw each other. Learning from each other and trusting each other. No matter what our decisions may be, we can never erase the fact I was able to meet good people like them and that’s what we can call TREASURES of a lifetime
“Saan man tayo mapadpad, I’m always here…”
PERSONALITY ONLINE GAY QUIZ July 8, 2008
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The accomplisher’s word is as good as gold, and they honor their commitments wholeheartedly. They believe that to do otherwise would be a breach of honor and trustworthiness. Consequently, they take their vows seriously, and once they have said ‘I do’, that means they are bound to the relationship until ‘death do us apart’, or otherwise. Accomplishers are driven to fulfill their responsibilities and tasks, and will do so relentlessly. They will do their best to meet the obligations presented by the relationship roles which they play during their lives. They may have difficulty showing warmth, but they usually feel it in abundance, and most develop the ability to show it by sheer effort. If nothing else, the accomplisher holds the gold medal for effort. They will put forth tremendous amounts of effort to accomplish what is important to them. If healthy relationships are among these goals, you can be sure that the accomplisher will do everything that they can to foster and maintain healthy relationships. They are naturally compatible with: performers and doers.
Link: http://www.gay-directory.org/quiz/indexq.php
TWO WORDS July 7, 2008
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(Lea Salonga from the album INSPIRED)
In a while, in a word,
Every moment now returns.
For a while, seen or heard,
How each memory softly burns.
Facing you who brings me new tomorrows,
I thank God for yesterdays,
How they led me to this very hour,
How they led me to this place…
Every touch, every smile,
You have given me in care.
Keep in heart, always I’ll,
Now be treasuring everywhere.
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I hold each moment true?
No trace of sadness,
Always with gladness,
“I DO.”
Now a song that speaks of now and ever,
Beckons me to someone new,
Unexpected, unexplored, unseen,
Filled with promise coming through.
In a while, in a word,
You and I forever change,
Love so clear, never blurred,
Has me feeling wondrous, strange,
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I face each moment true?
No trace of sadness, always with gladness,
“I DO.”
Never with sadness,
Always with gladness,
“I DO.”
stressful day 1 June 11, 2008
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Philippine Independence Day pala ngayon. Happy Independence Day
Alot had happened for the past few weeks ever since Cosme had devastated alot of homes here in Dagupan. It was also the turning point where we saw the real faces of the people around us. (Gosh)! By the way, this is Day 1 of my online journal here WP. Only a few would be able to read it (buti naman). Pero kung may makabasa eh ‘care ko na?’… I want to make this place as open as possible. Me being able to express everything how i feel toward them, towards life. Ay nako! Hoping someday, our turn will come.
Quote for the day: What Goes Around, Comes Around
THE HEART OF THE MATTER (India.Arie) June 11, 2008
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Sex and The City Movie Soundtrack
(Originally by Don Henley)
I got the call today, I didn’t wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin’ on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love’s open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?
I’ve been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I’m learning them again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore
These times are so uncertain
There’s a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They’re the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn’t keep us warm
I’ve been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore
All the people in your life who’ve come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin’ that anger, it’ll eat you up inside
I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I’m thinkin’ about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don’t love me anymore
Even if you don’t love me anymore
Something from Harry Potter… June 10, 2008
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THINGS WE LOSE HAVE A WAY OF COMING BACK TO US IN THE END,
IF NOT ALWAYS IN THE WAY WE EXPECT
(Luna Lovegood,5th year Gryffindor)
Me, Him…On Top of the World June 9, 2008
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All I thought that was life was just going to be in just one static flow. From the the different experiences you have encountered, faced and overcame, it’s just like a matter of asking yourself, would there be that someone who would shed you from the pouring rains of life? So many questions in so little time. Some would say that its just a part but what other people don’t see that standing on both feet without anyone to back you up is a very very painful realization.
Everything was different. There is hurt, so much pain but where was I? Where was he? It all changed when he came into my life when every thing at mess became so arranged. You can not even imagine the driving force when two individuals cross paths better yet if they’re bounded by Destiny to cross paths along their respective ways. But is it? Are we?
It all changed when i met him. When I look into his eyes, it gives me the feeling of warmth and comfort in within his hands, that everything’s okay and he’ll be there when you fall, which he was. From the whisps of sadness, he brought me joy, warmth, care, and love where no one did. He helped me along the way answering every riddles and questions that has been bothering me all my life since I got here. He became my best friend I never had. An angel who stood by my side without even telling him to be. A pure heart longing for a pure heart is who he is. An angel sent from above…
Viewing life in its very own perspectives defies both points where the two of us stand for. Intellectual differences did not matter to him but as long as we’re together, we’re inseperable. He says that ” the heart counts far more better of what we think. It is also not a matter of physicality, but a matter of emotions and feeling for the person you want to be with…and its also here… just right here (pointing into his heart)… this is what matters most… its US, together on top of the world. We may have stepped on against certain rules but the mere fact that you didnot stepped on to anyone is what makes this bond good and true…” He’s a quite bundle of joy aint he?
Life is a road where you want to keep going. Life is river that you want to keep flowing. A simple phrase for a simple thought for the heart. This is what keeps the heart and mind revolving together. It’s a matter of choice, strength to meet and face life’s necessities altogether hand in hand with the person you love. You’ll be each other’s strengths. Your intention and your love are the sole menders of a broken emotional integrity, menders of a broken heart.
A sudden twist of fate, some may consider. But the intentions of two people is what makes them bonded together. This is what binds me to him. He mended so much into my life where gratitude is the least I can say to him. I thank him so much for giving me the lost moments I’ve been looking for such a long time. We may have certain differences but he himself sets them aside for us to be together, for us to be okay, on top of this very glorious world. A bundle of joy is what who is for me. I’ll do everything to keep him here… deep in my heart, making him proud, because I love him dearly.
All I thought that was life was just going to be in just one static flow. From the the different experiences you have encountered, faced and overcame, it’s just like a matter of asking yourself, would there be that someone who would shed you from the pouring rains of life?…Yes he was there. And so is the one who meant for you….
I Love You Jabs!
Right Now.. June 9, 2008
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I’ve been living my life with life itself with a heavy burden in my heart. Such burden denominated with fear, and unreadiness. Is this one of life’s ways in presenting its predicament? Its hard, hurting and painful. Whenever i see them hiding the pain, my heart aches. Seeing them soundly asleep, i bombard myself with thoughts, how can i make them happy, how can i erase, shift these burdening feelings out of their heart, and out of their tired minds. How i wish in some way, i can make them happy. Seeing them smile each day, seeing them doing okay, happy, completes the aching me..
The Point of Moving On June 9, 2008
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Maybe a lot or the majority would agree that time has this punching factor in the process of moving on? But why does other people still has this feeling of incompleteness, sometimes a feeling of uncontentment. And with that we are forced to take risky measures for us to really say that we already have forgotten that person. Acceptance is a point in life where you lower your shields and say i give up, no matter to what extent. But as time continues to flow, the real adversity kicks in, giving us the harder and more painful realization if whether or not we already have accepted the fact that they’re over in our lives, that they are already closed chapters in each and everyone’s book. Time can only tell each and everyone’s destination, your journey toward the real point of acceptance, and with that moment, when all your shields are down, tears flowing in your eyes, you can say, “Okay na ako, tapos na… “
A memory of lessons, a memory of realization of who you are, of who we are, and what life and in this world is all about…
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