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Me, Him…On Top of the World June 9, 2008

Posted by doodledscribble in Essays.
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All I thought that was life was just going to be in just one static flow. From the the different experiences you have encountered, faced and overcame, it’s just like a matter of asking yourself, would there be that someone who would shed you from the pouring rains of life? So many questions in so little time. Some would say that its just a part but what other people don’t see that standing on both feet without anyone to back you up is a very very painful realization.

Everything was different. There is hurt, so much pain but where was I? Where was he? It all changed when he came into my life when every thing at mess became so arranged. You can not even imagine the driving force when two individuals cross paths better yet if they’re bounded by Destiny to cross paths along their respective ways. But is it? Are we?

It all changed when i met him. When I look into his eyes, it gives me the feeling of warmth and comfort in within his hands, that everything’s okay and he’ll be there when you fall, which he was. From the whisps of sadness, he brought me joy, warmth, care, and love where no one did. He helped me along the way answering every riddles and questions that has been bothering me all my life since I got here. He became my best friend I never had. An angel who stood by my side without even telling him to be. A pure heart longing for a pure heart is who he is. An angel sent from above…

Viewing life in its very own perspectives defies both points where the two of us stand for. Intellectual differences did not matter to him but as long as we’re together, we’re inseperable. He says that ” the heart counts far more better of what we think. It is also not a matter of physicality, but a matter of emotions and feeling for the person you want to be with…and its also here… just right here (pointing into his heart)… this is what matters most… its US, together on top of the world. We may have stepped on against certain rules but the mere fact that you didnot stepped on to anyone is what makes this bond good and true…” He’s a quite bundle of joy aint he?

Life is a road where you want to keep going. Life is river that you want to keep flowing. A simple phrase for a simple thought for the heart. This is what keeps the heart and mind revolving together. It’s a matter of choice, strength to meet and face life’s necessities altogether hand in hand with the person you love. You’ll be each other’s strengths. Your intention and your love are the sole menders of a broken emotional integrity, menders of a broken heart.

A sudden twist of fate, some may consider. But the intentions of two people is what makes them bonded together. This is what binds me to him. He mended so much into my life where gratitude is the least I can say to him. I thank him so much for giving me the lost moments I’ve been looking for such a long time. We may have certain differences but he himself sets them aside for us to be together, for us to be okay, on top of this very glorious world. A bundle of joy is what who is for me. I’ll do everything to keep him here… deep in my heart, making him proud, because I love him dearly.

All I thought that was life was just going to be in just one static flow. From the the different experiences you have encountered, faced and overcame, it’s just like a matter of asking yourself, would there be that someone who would shed you from the pouring rains of life?…Yes he was there. And so is the one who meant for you….

I Love You Jabs! :)

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