DAHIL SA MGA TAONG NAKILALA KO! September 23, 2008
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My first few weeks here in Manila were a bit typical and type-casted to what is expected to be felt by a promdi boy. There are certain moments where I say ” I miss my home, I miss the fresh air i breathe each time I wake up…”, but things needed to change, and I forced myself to change and adjust. It’s hard at first, but I got the hang of it. But kidding aside doing this particular transition is hell, its hard but I told myself I need to this so that I could reach my goals somehow in one way or another. … In which I did 
I went here in Manila to find a certain “truth”, I want to actually see if I could excel in a different field. “Ang hirap pala!” That is when I realized one truth about what is happening in our country. I applied here and I applied there, any company where my JOBSTREET application tells me so. “Ang hirap ng buhay, sa hirap ng buhay, makikipagsabakan para sa isang position”…. There’s the fear coming to a point that you want to give up and quit, losing your balance standing still thinking whether you’ll be able to do this or not. But i still gave it a shot no matter what other people can or might say about my decision, my way of thinking.
For how many days and weeks have passed, one company called me up and told me to give them a shot (which I did), and they gave me a chance to prove my worth, my capabilities to do what is bounded for that said position. I got scared, I didnt know where to turn to. But along the way, I was able to meet new friends and see new faces in a newfound environment, a new found field. But there was a point in that time that something is telling me to step back that this is not a “calling” but someone in that new found faces that Ive met said something about “TRUSTING IN HIM”. I wasnt able to thank this person yet (i’ll just make a reminder for this one!)
Now, “nasa floor na kami”, and the only thing that is keeping us together is the bond and friendship that we’ve made since the very first day we saw each other. Learning from each other and trusting each other. No matter what our decisions may be, we can never erase the fact I was able to meet good people like them and that’s what we can call TREASURES of a lifetime
“Saan man tayo mapadpad, I’m always here…”
PERSONALITY ONLINE GAY QUIZ July 8, 2008
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The accomplisher’s word is as good as gold, and they honor their commitments wholeheartedly. They believe that to do otherwise would be a breach of honor and trustworthiness. Consequently, they take their vows seriously, and once they have said ‘I do’, that means they are bound to the relationship until ‘death do us apart’, or otherwise. Accomplishers are driven to fulfill their responsibilities and tasks, and will do so relentlessly. They will do their best to meet the obligations presented by the relationship roles which they play during their lives. They may have difficulty showing warmth, but they usually feel it in abundance, and most develop the ability to show it by sheer effort. If nothing else, the accomplisher holds the gold medal for effort. They will put forth tremendous amounts of effort to accomplish what is important to them. If healthy relationships are among these goals, you can be sure that the accomplisher will do everything that they can to foster and maintain healthy relationships. They are naturally compatible with: performers and doers.
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TWO WORDS July 7, 2008
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(Lea Salonga from the album INSPIRED)
In a while, in a word,
Every moment now returns.
For a while, seen or heard,
How each memory softly burns.
Facing you who brings me new tomorrows,
I thank God for yesterdays,
How they led me to this very hour,
How they led me to this place…
Every touch, every smile,
You have given me in care.
Keep in heart, always I’ll,
Now be treasuring everywhere.
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I hold each moment true?
No trace of sadness,
Always with gladness,
“I DO.”
Now a song that speaks of now and ever,
Beckons me to someone new,
Unexpected, unexplored, unseen,
Filled with promise coming through.
In a while, in a word,
You and I forever change,
Love so clear, never blurred,
Has me feeling wondrous, strange,
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I face each moment true?
No trace of sadness, always with gladness,
“I DO.”
Never with sadness,
Always with gladness,
“I DO.”
Something from Harry Potter… June 10, 2008
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THINGS WE LOSE HAVE A WAY OF COMING BACK TO US IN THE END,
IF NOT ALWAYS IN THE WAY WE EXPECT
(Luna Lovegood,5th year Gryffindor)
The Point of Moving On June 9, 2008
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Maybe a lot or the majority would agree that time has this punching factor in the process of moving on? But why does other people still has this feeling of incompleteness, sometimes a feeling of uncontentment. And with that we are forced to take risky measures for us to really say that we already have forgotten that person. Acceptance is a point in life where you lower your shields and say i give up, no matter to what extent. But as time continues to flow, the real adversity kicks in, giving us the harder and more painful realization if whether or not we already have accepted the fact that they’re over in our lives, that they are already closed chapters in each and everyone’s book. Time can only tell each and everyone’s destination, your journey toward the real point of acceptance, and with that moment, when all your shields are down, tears flowing in your eyes, you can say, “Okay na ako, tapos na… “
A memory of lessons, a memory of realization of who you are, of who we are, and what life and in this world is all about…
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